I'm sick and miserable. I hate having a cold. My nose is running and aching, I cough and I just feel generally blah.

Stupid weather.

It's cold enough on it's own, but when the wind blows it just sucks ass. That's probably one of the worst things about living in a city on the coast, all the damn wind from the Atlantic!

It's snow outside right now. Great.

I've also gotten myself a pretty nasty cold, no fun, that.

Reason #45 for why belonging to the female gender sometimes sucks major ass.

Waking up in the middle of the night and having trouble getting back to sleep is a quite awful experience. Waking up at 2.45am due to menstrual pains so anguishing they almost make you whimper, that's downright miserable.

... Guess what happened to me last night? Had to open my window (it's frikkin' winter!) and take a pain killer before I could get back into bed.

Tassan cuddled some with me. Didn't fall asleep until after 3.25am.

Joy.

You can read in a lot of places that it would be more sanitary to lick you toilet than to lick your keyboard because the toilet is cleaned a lot more often.

...

I don't care how many more germs and stuff there are on my keyboard, I'd still rather lick that than my toilet.

I FINALLY FINISHED MY ESSAY!
IT SUCKS, BUT AT LEAST I FINISHED!

I'm not really getting anywhere, and I'm just getting more and more frustrated. I'm usually pretty good at writing essays, but this just isn't working. I can't come up with anything at all and it's just making me angry.

My father isn't helping, he just keeps getting angry and frustrated with me because I'm frustrated and can't think of anything. He says things like "Why aren't you writing anything? You're smart, you know a lot about the topic and you're good at this!"

DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT THE FACT THAT I'M USUALLY GOOD AT IT BUT NOW CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING IS THE REASON FOR WHICH I'M ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED IN THE FIRST PLACE?!

I have a paper on Japanese history for next Monday, and I can't focus at all on it. Every time I even try to come up with something to write it feels like my brain is going to explode.

I'm in deep shit.

I had an AWFUL morning today. It was simply horrible.

( Cut to spare your f-list from my rant )

I've always known that I don't have much stamina/endurance, but damnit, I didn't know it was this bad. And how ironic isn't the title of the song I'm currently listening to?

Oh man, this is an old unfinished 1sentence thing made of suck. I'm only posting it for alienyak because I love her. xD

( Fail!Ahiru beneath the cut )

I only finished 19/50. FAIL. XD

I DID IT! I TOTALLY DID IT! I GOT (AT LEAST) 90% ON ALL OF THE EXAMS I HAD LAST WEEK. HOW AWESOME AM I?!

Thought about joining NaNiWriMO or whatever it's called, but then I realized that it be incredibly stupid considering how busy I am and the fact that I CAN'T EVEN FRIKKIN' FINISH MY FANFICS. So I decided not to do it. Maybe next year.

Now I'm going back to try and write after FINALLY having done all the exams I had this week.

Some of you (assuming anyone actually reads what I write in my journal) might remember my post weeks ago about us getting another kitten, namely Tiger, who was found on my parents' golf club.

That cat really did everything possible to ensure that we would keep him, or so it seems. He was never suspicious or awkward around us, but rather accepted us right off the bat. He learned to use the litter box at once, despite being a wild cat and has never peed or so anywhere else (except that one time he pooped in the trashcan xD). He didn't even complain about the collar.

He's grown into his stomach now, he's at least twice as big as he was when he came, and he's now a healthy young cat with a brother to play and cuddle with and a sister who hates them both. XD

( You can't possibly tell me that they aren't adorable )

It makes you feel all fuzzy inside to know that you've given an abandoned kitten a home.

Oh man, I'm pretty tired.

I don't really have much to say other than:

3 exams next week! Unless I score at least 90% on all of them, I'm screwed!

That is all.

I was working today, on my day off. SORTING INVOICES again.

It went by slowly, my back hurt and I had a head ache on the verge of a migraine which slowed me down considerably, but at least I finished in a day.

I was planning out my entire complaint post as I was working, but I can't remember it anymore.

Oh well, at least I earn some money. Which I need since I missed my time at the dentist office and thus owe them money...

But working so much which papers definitely sucked all of the moisture out of my hands (at least the left one) and I got a few paper cuts... and paper cuts STING. D:

Especially when you use hand disinfectant instead of soap because you're an idiot.

Why is it that I cannot reach through my computer screen and punch people that annoy me in the face? D:

Nr. 1

Why is it that my favourite online expression used to show how angry something makes you is "makes me want to punch babies"? or other expressions along those lines? xD I find them incredibly hilarious TBH.

Nr. 2

Character bashing makes me want to drop kick babies. Really, I mean, it's just so stupid to do it. Not to mention that bashers usually have killed 90% of their braincells and are epically stupid.

They usually only look at the characters flaws (and characters MUST have flaws or I will be incredibly bored by them, they will also most likely be Sues), not to mention that when bashers look at the bashees "failures" they usually take them completely out of context and exaggerate them just a tad.

WHY IS IT SO DAMN COLD?! DDDD:

That is all.

Title: Smoulder
Rating: PG
Character: Portgas D Ace (Smoker/Ace very vaguely hinted at, so vague it's hardly even there).
Genre: Angst
Word count: 295
Disclaimer: I don't own it and I make no money form this.
A/N: for thisistony because she was the one who told me to write OP in the first place.
Warning: Spoiler for the latest arc in the manga.
Summary: He’s waiting for whatever destiny lies ahead of him.

( It's so dark in this god forsaken place. )

For you thisistony.

Fandom: One Piece
Title: Vertigo
Author: nilly_chan
Pairing/Characters: Portgas D Ace
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Doesn’t belong to me.
Warning: Spoilers for the latest arc of the manga, perhaps not the latest chapter per se, but nevertheless.
Summary: He feels sick and weak, seastone shackles robs him of his strength and he longs and dreads to see the sky once more.

( He feels sick )